More ill- Nothing to see here just move along

One isn't suppose to hear your ear mew. Thought maybe it was a cat outside taking issue at another cat but it only happened on out breaths and with fingers in ears it was still there.
Need to go to the store and buy rec-ed meds. Waking up at 4 am with weird noises is disturbing.
The doctor knows I'm medically odd, he knows my mother and it runs in the family. He's said as much.
Am avoiding him cause I know my bp is probably still up and I'm in denial and don't want pills. Am consoling myself with report that doctors are not doing antibiotics for ear infections any more cause they've found they don't work and are spawning resistant bacterial strains. Doctor phobia? Why no, why do you ask?