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Tired. Really hate this vertigo, no one should be motion sick just from lying down. My store is closing and though its nice that the work is lighter cause there are almost no tables to fold anymore, most everthing is now hung, am watching all the people I've worked with for almost 4 years and know the family is breaking up. Some of those people I won't miss too much but not many.
The mind keeps thinking that after "this sale" is over then we'll get in new stock and fixtures and it will be business as usual. Will miss the people. Being forced to be friendly all the time wasn't much of a challenge cause that was fun and if you aren't feeling well sometimes putting on the facade actually caused you to be well. I like helping people. I like interacting with people. Guess I need to get out more if a 2nd job becomes a life.
Note to self: Not bars. You have no ability to ingest alcohol and not become cuddly and sleepy.